The dangerous feelings...

Maybe i´m wrong, i don´t know what i just did, i´m in danger with this but i know is the best for me, for now...

All started last summer, in Sydney, i was going to surf with some of my friends, the sun and the waves were making me glad because i was really excited to surf a couple of hours. I was drinking some soda and a handsome guy sat right beside me and started to talk to me. -how is the ocean treating you today?-, he said, -It[s awesome! The waves are great for being surfing all day long-, I answered. He was a little weird, was nervous about something. I knew it, he was playing with his hands. Then he asked me -Do you live near here?-, I answered -No i came for vacations, Sydney is a great place for surfing, im from Canberra! What about you?-, he answered instantly -I[m from Canberra too, Its a great place to live!-, I said -Yes, It's cute. Ummm I gotta go, my friends can be worried about where i am!-, he finally said -OK! But give me your phone, we can be in contact and see us again in Canberra-. I gave him my phone number, and he gave me his, i was a little stranged with that guy but I forgot it.

Summer is over, I'm getting psychologically prepared to enter to school, this year i have my own car so i can get up 30 minutes late. Its Monday, first day of school, I'm excited to enter to my last year, all my friends are impressed of my new car, they love it. We entered to the gym for the initiation with the principal, they gave us our time tables for the semester, and in that moment i saw a very familiar face, there he was, the handsome but strange guy i met on Sydney. I put on the hood of my jacket in my face so he couldn't see me.

My first day of class was until 1 pm, it was only to check some information with the homeroom teacher. This time i felt strange entering to the classroom, i sat in the back part of the room and when i didn't notice he was in the chair beside me. Then the bell rang and Ms. Charlotte started to speak about our new year and all the seniors thing, i got bored so i decided to talk to him. The hour passed very quick and i knew that his name was Eric, he was new at school and he was of my senior year.

We started a good friendship and at the time we became best friends, the year passed very quickly and boring. When We were in Christmas something happened. I Invited him to the dinner my family usually do all years and we had a great time. But in a moment we were running around and having fun and in a moment we were under the mistletoe, so the tradition says that I have to kiss him, i did it and i love it.

After the kiss he wanted to talk with me at the garden, so we went out and sat in a chair. He said -Sweety, i want to talk to you about the situation of us. I'm in love of you since i met you in Sydney, i want that we get together, in summary, do you want to be my girlfriend?-, I was totally surprised with all the things he just told me, I knew that if I say him yes my ex-boyfriend will kill me and kill him too. I was scared of taking the wrong decision for me. I thought it and finally answered him-Eric, this could be dangerous and you know why, but i have decided to be with you no matter what!-. He smiled and kissed me. I was happy but worried at the same time because i was scared of what will happen to Eric and me if my ex-boyfriend knew of our relationship...